Sorry for posting two things in one.... but ya I have a lot to say.

So I went to the dentist today and asked them to check if I have room in my mouth for all four of my wisdom teeth. When they came back to tell me what the results were the dentist gave me a sheet of paper with another's doctor's name on it. I knew it couldn't be good. They told me that all 4 of them were impacked which means that they are against the bone. So now over Christmas holidays i need to get surgury TT_TT What could go worse? Oh ya my friends. It seems recently my friends don't see me for me anymore. They are always not talking to me and hanging out with all of our new friends. It's kinda sad in a way. But I always hold it in.

Here I go on another one of my 'I hate my life' posts... but this time I can't help but write it down. This past month ( I think) hasn't been the greatest for me. Although everyone else in my family seems just fine with it, on the exception of my brother, but he will go along with anything. My mom and I don't have the good and friendly relationship that we had not too long ago anymore, and I just am constantly thinking about what else in my life could go wrong. My mom is getting re-married to a man who is a nice person... but the bad part of this is that seeing as they are getting married, we will most likely move to California to be with him. I don't understand why he can't just move to us. I mean I am in the 10th grade of school and only have two more years left before I am off to University. Moving to California will only make it harder to get into the university that I want to go to (which is in Canada by the way) So there really is no point in moving if I am just going to come back here in 2 years. And what's worse is every time my mom tells me about it she always tries to bribe me into moving. I don't think she gets that I REALLY don't want to go. Seriously, I can't even talk to her anymore without getting mad at her.

Well as you can kinda tell... school started... and I guess you could say that my life is back to the same boring old times it was like before summer started... things have changed, we made new friends, a new grade, new teachers and classes, and so much more. I guess you could say that everything has gotten off to a good start so far. But nothing in life lasts forever... and I learned that the first 2 days I started grade 10. Most of my friends are together in classes, I'm with a friend of mine who doesn't talk to me much because of other people in the class that like to talk to her and not me... the guy I liked got a girlfriend (Don't like him now anyway), I guess you could say my life is nothing close to perfect... not even close. But I still have people that support me at school, who are always there for me no matter what mood I'm in. 

Have you ever heard about the saying that goes: "Life is filled with the unexpected"? Well I live by it... I guess it really is true. The way I look at it is that no one knows what is going to happen.

hehe I finally have something interesting to write about here XD My father had bided and won a trip in a helicopter! So today, my brother, my father, and I went on that trip! At first I was a little scared, but after like that first few seconds it felt AWESOME! Kinda like the feeling of a plane but with you in the pilots position. The person explained pretty much everything you need to know to be a pilot of a helicopter. Maybe I'll try to be one XD We got to wear those earphone things too ^ ^ Man, I thought my life was complete after going through that ^ ^ School starts in 2 days so what a great way to end the summer!

Hey everyone! I'm here at my cottage working on my book... not going very well I must say. So anyways, my school starts next Tuesday and I must say.... this summer has been horrible... nothing to do, rained like everyday... and now it is a week away.. man this sucks.. another like 6+ months and exams... I know that like most of you are already in school, so sorry for talking about this so much .... it is just bothering me XD

Sorry for not posting for a week. I was at my friends cottage ^ ^ Lots and lots of fun. Stayed up late every night XDDD and did stupid things pretty much everyday. I was there for 1 week without internet, but it was all good. Time flies when you are with friends. Anyways, ya I got burnt... but it changed into a tan so its all good XD haha but it really hurt for a bit. I hope that everyone is having fun and thanks for the names that you gave me (Nanase) I am writing chapter 5 now ^ ^

Omg I am sooooooooooo sorry for not posting for a while. I have been quite busy... first of all I won't post for another week because I am going to my friends cottage and there is no internet there, but when I come back I will probably post a SUPER post XD with everything exciting. So anyways the title of this posts means that I need your help on something. See, I am writing a story and I need names for a girl and a boy... I have none so far so I am asking you. Please help me. The story is about a girl who has no emotions, and a boy who is lonely. The two of them meet on the opposite sides of a glass wall. The boy wants to see the girl so badly but can't because she always has her back to him. The girl one day finally turns around to look at the boy and the glass breaks to a world of emotions...

That is what I have so far... but still they need names.. PLEASE HELP ME!

OMG OMG OMG... that is all that I can say at the moment... I just read the new chapter of Shugo chara... and OMFG Ikuto I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Amuto alllll the way! After 42 episodes finally something good happened. He kissed her.. FINALLY! Although it was only on the cheek that is still good for me. He even confessed to her ^ ^ I'm soooo happy! She finally loves him too ^ ^

Hey everyone, Sorry I haven't posted for a few days. I have been at my friends house for a sleepover. hehe I finally got them obsessed with Munto (Hot guy and great anime ^ ^) but other than that we just were total weirdos XD. As of today my summer is pretty much almost over. I have 1 month and 1 week left. But I try not to think about that too much. Nothing new has been happening, but I had another obsession dream XD lol, but other than that, I have just been making AMV's and that kind of stuff.

My awesome, super cool, but weird dream

Hey everyone guess what... Ok well I think I have taken my obsession to like a whole new level as of this morning. Only it was Arashi... I had a dream that I was in Japan with my family and Matsumoto Jun was there. This was REALLY weird but the story was kinda cute. He helped me and seemed to be a really nice person.. only thing is... everyone spoke english in this world XD A little weird, but I now feel that I am obsessed on a new level XDDD