Yep, that's right... I dedicated this one to my cats... but it may not be what you think...

I have three cats. Their names are Soba, Sushi, and Iggy. We adopted ALL of them. Now I am quite allergic to all animals... and I mean like EVERY animal, INCLUDING cats. So yesterday I started to pet them because I thought that it would be alright... well it wasn't...

That night I didn't feel so well so I laid down in my bed. Then I started to have breathing problems. When my mom came into my room, she was really scared. I told her that I was ok, but I just couldn't catch my breath. "Mom, can we go the the hospital?" Was all I said to her. She said ok, but then she told me to stay in bed and wait until the allergy attack went away.

"Am... I... going to.... die?" I kept asking her. She always replied saying "No you won't." But I still kept thinking I would. I didn't want to die. After a little while... (like at 12 o' clock) I could finally breath again. My mom asked me how it felt, and I told her that it was like your dying and then coming back to life. Or at least that is what I thought. I never want to go through that experience again, but I want to live and love animals...

The other day I wanted to make a movie so I gathered up all of the video's I had on my camera and started to make a movie. It didn't take long before I was done. I was really happy with the video. My mom watched it and asked me if I wanted to do that as a career. I thought about it. I really want to do something like that... but I don't know which one to choose. I mean I REALLY want to do singing and voice acting... but editing sounds kind of cool too... It is really making me frustrated... thinking of what you want to be so early... at first I was thinking of pharmacy... that is almost ALL out of the picture now... it doesn't seem as fun as I thought it would be. I still have 3 years.. but I kind of want to know early so I can plan ahead...

You never know

There is never a good time to think about your future. You can think you are going to do one thing and then the next thing you know you want to be something else. It is the most important decision of your life. What you want to be controls your future. I've been thinking a lot about what I want to be, but nothing is a definite yes yet. I'm thinking of Voice Actress or Singer... but those aren't exactly great. Nothing usually goes right in my life so I doubt it will work. But you never know. I was thinking about this one night and I came up with this:

As long as we yearn for a tomorrow, then the future will never close. As long as we never give up, there is still hope.

When I thought about this I thought. "This is what I have to do if I want to be successful. Thi

nk positive." That's all anyone has to do. You can get what you want if you never give up. 

While I was on my computer one day a little while ago I came across this poem.   I know where it's from and it is my favorite poem. Whenever I am sad I think of this.

Thinking of you wherever you are.

We pray for our sorrows to end,

And hope that our hearts will blend,

Now I will step forward to realize this wish.

And who knows,

starting a new journey may not be so hard,

or maybe it's already begun.

There are many worlds,

But, they share the same sky

One sky, One destiny.