Sorry for posting two things in one.... but ya I have a lot to say.

So I went to the dentist today and asked them to check if I have room in my mouth for all four of my wisdom teeth. When they came back to tell me what the results were the dentist gave me a sheet of paper with another's doctor's name on it. I knew it couldn't be good. They told me that all 4 of them were impacked which means that they are against the bone. So now over Christmas holidays i need to get surgury TT_TT What could go worse? Oh ya my friends. It seems recently my friends don't see me for me anymore. They are always not talking to me and hanging out with all of our new friends. It's kinda sad in a way. But I always hold it in.

Unloved

Here I go on another one of my 'I hate my life' posts... but this time I can't help but write it down. This past month ( I think) hasn't been the greatest for me. Although everyone else in my family seems just fine with it, on the exception of my brother, but he will go along with anything. My mom and I don't have the good and friendly relationship that we had not too long ago anymore, and I just am constantly thinking about what else in my life could go wrong. My mom is getting re-married to a man who is a nice person... but the bad part of this is that seeing as they are getting married, we will most likely move to California to be with him. I don't understand why he can't just move to us. I mean I am in the 10th grade of school and only have two more years left before I am off to University. Moving to California will only make it harder to get into the university that I want to go to (which is in Canada by the way) So there really is no point in moving if I am just going to come back here in 2 years. And what's worse is every time my mom tells me about it she always tries to bribe me into moving. I don't think she gets that I REALLY don't want to go. Seriously, I can't even talk to her anymore without getting mad at her.